jitterbugjive:

You can apologize but the most important thing here is learning.

I know acting adult probably feels all sorts of important but you’re not an adult.

In fact, you are at the most difficult age for emotional development, this is the age that starts to make you who you are, so this is the hardest but also the best time to start making changes and figuring out what you need to.

You’re going to feel confused, frustrated, miserable, maybe impulsive and desperate to grow, but you need to slow down and just let yourself be a kid and let yourself learn from consequences.

Exploring is good to a point, but you need to be careful because people often do take advantage of your age at that point.

Even if you think now that the guy you were with was a good, harmless guy and doesn’t deserve problems, the fact is that he was willingly doing something illegal with you and he was attracted to the you that is young and still developing.

Adults who try to rationalize an attraction to a minor are often very unhealthy individuals who need to get help ASAP. Even if they wont ‘hurt’ anyone, they still don’t understand that their attraction is towards individuals who are not yet experienced or old enough to make proper adult relationship decisions.

But he’s not the only one to blame either, you still ran a porn blog. You still drew pornography and posted it to the public, you still answered sexual questions and talked about a lot of things that someone your age typically should not, especially considering a good deal of the people asking you questions on that blog were likely adult men. And some may have not known your age but others may have, and they could very well have been preying on you. That or you were enabling them to continue bad behavior.

I was sexually curious at your age, hell, I was sexually curious since I was six and I looked at porn when I was 10, I started drawing it when I was 13 I believe.

But I kept it very private, which is the right thing to do.

went back and i started reading this again

This makes me feel better, knowing that my NSFW blog is gone

knowing that I’m slowly starting to learn what i did wrong

I want to thank Jitters, Nicky,Delta,etc, for helping me to open my eyes

I know some people left me because of me being stupid and selfish and stuff like that, but I would have too

Thank you guys, for supporting me

I can’t thank you enough